Kr5istofer's Thoughts

I have had a long weekend, I'm not sure why I fell so gross. I had a really good day yesterday. I spent the day home sick from work. I have to make up the missed time, but I needed the extra day. I fell a lot better about things. Jenna and I went up to Mike and Darsi's house last night and played poker. I miss those people. I hope when I'm all growed up and marred that everyone around me can still be close. I don't think I want to move on with life if I can't be close to these people. Here is my new favorite song. I'm sorry to post lyrics again. I'll try something original next time. This song says so much about me. I have a new very large respect for Jimmy Eat World. They wrote this song. The proved to me that a Mormon can do what I want to do and still have morals. I want to be like them...

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"23"

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...