Kr5istofer's Thoughts

So I'm posting to please the Blog Gods. ***COUGHJENNACOUGH*** Actually I have been meaning to post for a while now. Not much happening right now in my life. Working, Breathing, dreaming of what I want to do with the rest of my life. I need to go to school. Work is going so well right now I'm afraid to leave my job for an education. I don't know how to pay for everything. I figured out my total bills just to live, and it costs $900 a month. I make about $1,300 a month. That does not include car repairs or paying debt. School is going to cost me $1,300 a semester. I can cover my school fees with grants, and loans, but If I don't have a full time job how will I live? If I do have a full time job how will I go to school? I know I have to go to school. I can't be exactly like my dad. I don't want to struggle with money for the rest of my life. I want to pay bills, but I also want to be comfortible in paying them. I'm trying to find a way to manage my time well enough to do school and work. If I could find a part time job that pays 800 a month I think I could handle it. I found a new place to live. It is going to be nice. I'll have my own room, and it already has the internet (A MUST FOR ME). I can't wait to move in. It's going to be expensive though. $275 for rent and then the utils are about $50 for me. It will be good for me though. I won't be living with my so called friends anymore. I feel like I'm just there to help them not be bored. If Katie is pissed at Bryan then he wants to hang out. When Rochelle is busy then Rich will act like my friend again. I can't be to upset at them though. Rich is getting married, and bryan works really weird hours. Steve might be getting married in about six months or so. So my band is going to dissapear. I'm sure Danielle and Jenna are going to dissapear in about a year or so, but for good reasons. I'm just sad that everyone is moving to something cool and exciting. I'm just me. I want to go somewhere too. It would be nice to succeed.