Kr5istofer's Thoughts

So I'm 90% sure I'm moving to Colorado. I had a job offer extended to me, and I have always wanted to go back there. If I hate it I'll be back in 6 months, but I don't think I'll hate it. I'm just scared. When I think about moving I think of all the things I'm leaving behind. Steve and my music. My family, Rich and Bryan.... Jenna. It's hard to think about leaving these people behind. I know God put them in my life for a reason. I know some of these friendships have had their run, but I know there are deeper things still for some of them. How will this be productive to my life's goals? I want to go to college, and get knowledge! I don't know how good the schools are in Denver. UVSC is the little college that could. It really is something cool, and I am afraid for what my potential can be in Colorado. I think church attendance will improve since that is where I will find my friends. Cody lives in Idaho now and I will only see him when he comes home for a while. To become 100% sure I need to hear from the guy who said he wanted to hire me, and discuss money. I need to make about 30000 a year for me to move and feel comfortable. In thinking about moving I think about all the things I want to do before I go. I want to convince Adam to play drums with us for a few weeks so Valence can have one last show. Even if Steve and I played an acoustic set of all of the songs we wrote over the last 3 years that would be cool. I want to drive to Wendover for a weekend and play some poker at a casino. The nearest casino in Colorado is in cripple creek, which is really just slots and craps. I want to throw a party with all my friends over the last 5 years. In fact if I can pull it off maybe a party/concert!? hmmm.... I'm thinking a million miles an hour. Any suggestions?