Kr5istofer's Thoughts

I really shouldn't be writing right now. I'm sad. I don't know why, but I am. I think I'll try and find a therapist today. I hate this cycle that I go through. You know that emotional roller coaster that everyone relates to? What they don't tell you is that the roller coaster is never as high as it first was. You have to get off the ride and pay another admission fee before you can be towed to the top again. But you're only going to go lower and lower again and again. I hope my ride is almost over. Maybe I'll go shopping and buy some meaningless shit that I don't need.

I heard the new song today.

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The sky glows.
I see it shining with my eyes closed.
I hear your warnings when we both know,
I'm guna love you yet again.

Don't wait,
don't wait,
the road ends now,
in suddency, and suddenly,
you're deep enough to let your armor down,
to let your armor down,
to let your armor down.

You get one look.
I'll show you something that the knife took,
A bit too early for my own good.
Now lets not speak of it again.

Don't wait,
don't wait,
your road ends now,
in suddency, and suddenly,
you're deep enough to let your armor down

Don't wait,
don't wait.
Your life will flash, and fade away.
Your days will pass you by,
don't wait...and let your armor down,
to let your armor down,